Welcome to my tour stop for Hold Me Like a Breath by Tiffany Schmidt! I'm welcoming her to my blog today to answer some questions, which makes me quite happy. There's also a good excerpt, book trailer (if you haven't already seen it), and a great giveaway that you should check out below...
YA Contemporary, Suspense
Paperback, 400 Pages
May 19th 2015 by Bloomsbury
Paperback, 400 Pages
Summary
Penelope Landlow has grown up with the knowledge that almost anything can be bought or sold—including body parts. She’s the daughter of one of the three crime families that control the black market for organ transplants.
Penelope Landlow has grown up with the knowledge that almost anything can be bought or sold—including body parts. She’s the daughter of one of the three crime families that control the black market for organ transplants.
Penelope’s surrounded by all the suffocating privilege and protection her family can provide, but they can't protect her from the autoimmune disorder that causes her to bruise so easily.
And in her family's line of work no one can be safe forever.
All Penelope has ever wanted is freedom and independence. But when she’s caught in the crossfire as rival families scramble for prominence, she learns that her wishes come with casualties, that betrayal hurts worse than bruises, that love is a risk worth taking . . . and maybe she’s not as fragile as everyone thinks.
Author Interview
I'd like to welcome Author Tiffany Schmidt to my blog today. I've been looking forward to reading her newest release and have some questions for her...
1. Hold Me Like a Breath is
completely different from your previous two YA books. What inspired you to
write this story?
As a kiddo I was fascinated by the fairy tale The Princess and the Pea. I was
convinced my parents were skipping pages or leaving some parts out (*cough*they
frequently did this on over-long books *cough*) because the story barely even
seemed to be about the
princess. Her whole role in the fairy tale is to show up in the middle of a
rainstorm, alone, and
bruise. To school-aged me, she was far more interesting than that picky prince
who’d already rejected all the other would-be brides. I wanted to know why the princess was alone, what had
happened to her, and most disturbingly, why was it appealing that she bruised?
These questions stuck with me long after my
parents got fed up and banned the book from my bedtime story lineup. Hold Me Like a Breath is my decades later answer to my
childhood questions.
That completely clicked in my mind! I've always been curious about that fairy tale as well and I love how you questioned it with the how and the why.
2. Would you tell us about the three crime
families?
The Once
Upon a Crime Family series
centers on the three Families that control the black market for the human organ
trade.
The Landlows – Penelope’s family. They’re
located in upstate New York and have transplant clinics (masquerading as spas
and bed and breakfasts) throughout New England and as far south as Hilton Head
Island. Known for being the most altruistic of the Families, they were also the first. Carter Landlow, Penny’s
older brother, will be the heir of this Family. He, and his best friend
Garrett, object to the way Penny is over-coddled, and have some dramatic and
divisive ideas about how the Family should be run. . .
The Vickers Family is centered near Fort
Worth, Texas. Much to disgust of the Vickers’ only child, Magnolia Grace, it’s
always been a bit of a boys’ club. Good thing this has never, ever stopped her.
The Vickers Family is known for taking bigger risks and facing bigger
consequences in the form of FBI raids and arrests.
The Zhu Family is run from California.
Progressive and research-oriented, they’re in the final stages of perfecting
artificial organs. More elusive than the other Families, Penny knows very
little about Mr. and Mrs. Zhu and their son, Ming, other than they’re
constantly a few steps ahead of medical developments in the transplant field.
Now I feel like I have a little more on a handle on this storybook world.
3. Would you tell us about Penelope’s
autoimmune disorder?
Penelope Landlow was diagnosed with ITP
(immune thrombocytopenia/ idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura) when she was a
young girl. This disorder can cause excessive bruising or bleeding as a result
of very low platelet counts.
Penny’s ITP is chronic and fairly severe—but
more than that, because of the dangers surrounding her Family Business, her
parents have taken extreme measures to limit her risk and exposure. Their rules
are suffocating and over-zealously protective; they rarely allowing her off the
Family estate and have forbidden anyone to touch her.
I know that this is a real illness and such a difficult one. What a topic to tackle for Penelope's character!
4. Penelope seems like such an
amazing and complex character. Were there any real or fictional characters that
she is based off of?
Other than my inspiration point of wanting to
explore the princess from The Princess and the Pea, Penny’s not based off of
any person real or fictional. That being said, I cannot begin to express my
gratitude to the doctors and people on the PDSA.org forum who patiently answered my
questions and shared anecdotes for me to use/adapt within HOLD ME LIKE A
BREATH.
I'm sure you did quite a bit of research on ITP for Penelope's character and learned quite a bit about the disorder.
5. Is there anything else you’re working on
besides this series (I noticed book two comes out next year) or can you leave a
teaser for book two, Break Me Like a Promise?
I just turned in revisions for Break Me Like a Promise, so my
mind is currently spinning and whirling with all sorts of shiny ideas about
what I could potentially work on next!
As for a teaser for book two. Hmmm. This
book’s title felt very prophetic. It was the hardest book I’ve written yet and
there were many times when I wondered if it would ‘break me.’ It’s also the book that made me cry
the most while researching and writing.
One more fun fact: While Hold Me Like a Breath was inspired by a Hans Christian
Andersen fairy tale (The Princess and the Pea), Break Me Like a Promise is my interpretation of a Grimm story.
(Nope, I’m not going to say which one yet).
Well, if that's not a great teaser?!!! Lol! I think you got me there. I'm already looking forward to reading the next book! Thank you so much, Tiffany, for answering all my questions!
Thanks for these wonderful questions and for agreeing to be a part of Hold Me’s blog tour!
Book Trailer
Excerpt
There was always a moment as I rolled down the long driveway toward the high fence surrounding the estate when my breath caught in my chest and I doubted my decision to leave. Anything could happen to me outside the perimeter of our property.
Carter interrupted my thoughts. “I told Mother we’re going to see a musical. You know what’s playing and can pick one, right?”
Of course I did. I spent hours on NYC websites, blogs, and forums. Someday I’d go into a long remission. Someday I’d live there and walk the streets of promise, freedom, and opportunity they sang about in Annie, a play I’d seen with Father on Broadway right before my life turned purple and red.
“Really?” It made sense that Mother would agree to a play. It would be safe, a seated activity. The chairs would mark out defined personal space, and I’d be perfectly cocooned between my brother and his best friend/guard, Garrett Ward. It made a whole lot less sense that Carter would voluntarily attend the theater.
He lowered his window and called a greeting to Ian, the guard on gate duty. Once his window was closed and the gate was shutting behind us, he snorted. “No, not really. That’s just what I said to buy you some extra time.”
“You should at least listen to the score then,” I countered. “You know she’s going to want to discuss it. Or, if she doesn’t, Father will. He’ll probably perform it if I ask.”
“Then don’t ask,” said Carter. “Fine. Pick a show and Garrett can download the soundtrack. We’ll listen to it once, then I get the radio for the rest of the drive—no complaints.”
It was more than I’d expected; he truly felt guilty about being so MIA. “There’s a revival of Once Upon a Mattress that’s getting great reviews.”
They snickered.
“Once Upon a Mattress? That sounds like—”
I cut my brother off. “Don’t go there! It’s a fairy tale, gutterbrain.”
“Of course it is,” laughed Garrett.
I’m pretty sure the subtext of that laugh was you’re such a child. I swallowed a retort. Freedom was too rare a thing to waste arguing. And I’d never had Korean barbecue. I’d never even heard of it. There were so many things I’d never seen, tasted, experienced . . . Tension melted into giddy anticipation, bubbling in my stomach like giggles waiting to escape.
“So, how’d your super-secret errand go?” I asked. “Was it something exciting? Something illegal?”
Garrett met my gaze in the rearview mirror and shook his head.
But it was too late. Carter’s expression darkened. “Everything we do is illegal. It’s not a game where you get to pick and choose which crimes you’re okay with.”
“So it didn’t go well,” I muttered under my breath.
I knew it wasn’t a game, and I knew the Family Business was against the law. I’d known it for so long it was easy to forget. Or remember only in a vague way, like knowing the sky is blue without paying any attention to its blueness.
Only in those moments when things went wrong—when lazy clouds were replaced by threats and storms, when someone got hurt or killed—only then did I stare down the reality of the Business through a haze of grief and funeral black. My fingers tensed on the edge of the seat.
“Ignore him,” said Garrett. “He’s just pissy because the people we were supposed to meet with stood us up.”
“Someone dared to no-show for a meeting with the mighty Carter Landlow?” I teased, hoping to break the gloom settling in the car like an unwelcome passenger. “I assumed it was a Business errand, but if someone stood you up, it must be a girl.”
“No offense, Pen, but you don’t have a clue what’s going on in the Business.”
“No offense, Carter, but you’re being a—”
“Who wants to hear some songs about mattresses?” interrupted Garrett. He reached for the stereo, but Carter swatted his hand away.
“I’m not an idiot,” I said. And wishing for things that had been denied for so long was idiotic. No less so than repeatedly bashing your head against a wall or touching a hot iron. I knew the answer was no, was always going to be no, so asking to be included in Family matters was like volunteering to be a punch line for one of the Ward brothers’ jokes.
But I knew the basics. It wouldn’t be possible to live on the estate, spend so much time in the clinic, and not know. The first person to explain it to me had been my grandfather; fitting, since he was the man who’d reacted to the formation of FOTA—the Federal Organ and Tissue Association—by founding our Family.
The same day I’d demanded a kidney for Kelly Forman, he’d sat me down and demonstrated using a plate of crackers and cheese. “When donation regulation was moved from the FDA to FOTA, they added more restrictions and testing.” He ate a few of the Ritz-brand “organs” on his plate, shuffled the empty cheese slices that represented humans who needed transplants. “This, combined with a population that’s living longer than ever
before”—he plunked down several more slices of cheese—“created a smaller, slower supply and greater demand.” He built me an inside-out cheese-cracker-cheese sandwich. “It was a moment of opportunity, and when you see those in life, you take them.”
This felt like a moment of opportunity. And not to prove that I wasn’t an idiot by listing all the facts I knew—about how the Families provided illegal transplants for the many, many people rejected from or buried at the bottom of the government lists. How more than two-thirds of those who made it through all the protocols to qualify for a spot on the official transplant list died before receiving an organ. Or to recite the unofficial Family motto: Landlows help people who can’t afford to wait, but can afford to pay.
“Fine, tell me what I don’t know,” I said. “Tell me what’s going on, why you and Father are fighting, and what’s keeping you so busy. Tell me everything.”
Garrett muttered something that sounded suspiciously like “Don’t do this,” but since my brother ignored him, I did too.
Carter’s eyes met mine in the rearview mirror. “None of this leaves the car, Pen. I’m trusting you.”
“I understand.” I sat a little straighter. “And I promise.”
A phone beeped with a text alert, almost immediately followed by a ringtone that made them jump. Carter picked up his cell, swore, showed the screen to Garrett, then swore again. All the buoyancy of freedom seemed to evaporate from the car.
“Now? They blow us off earlier and expect us to answer now?” said Garrett.
“Well, it’s not like these things can be scheduled,” replied Carter, jabbing the screen of his cell. “Hello?”
He muttered low and furious into the phone, then hung up, still cursing. “We have to do the pickup.”
Garrett’s frowned. “No one else can do it?”
He shook his head.
“Pick up what?” I asked.
Carter opened his mouth, but Garrett put a hand on his arm. “She’s seventeen. Let her be seventeen. There’s plenty of time to get her involved later.”
“When we were seventeen we were already sitting on council, visiting the clinics, meeting with patients. She can’t even tell a kidney scar from a skin graft—she needs to catch up.”
“She can make her own decisions, she is sitting right here, and she is coming along to what ever this mysterious pickup is, so she’s already involved,” I snapped.
“You are not coming,” said Garrett.
“We don’t have a choice, unless you want me to leave her on the side of the highway. This is our exit.” Carter was clutching his cell phone, shaking it as if that could erase what ever the text instructed him to do.
Garrett groaned. “You’re staying in the car.”
I hid my smile by looking out the window. It had gotten dark while we were driving, the dusky purple of summer evenings. On the estate these nights buzzed with a soundtrack of cicadas and crickets, but there was no nature outside the car. Nothing but concrete and pavement and cinder-block industrial construction. We pulled into a parking lot. A poorly lit, empty parking lot.
“Where are we? What are we picking up?” I examined Garrett’s stiff posture and the bright gleam in my brother’s eyes. “Does Father know about this Business errand?”
“No, and you’re not going to tell him,” Carter answered.
“Oh, really? So what am I going to do?”
“Stay in the car. Lock the doors. Keep the windows up.” Carter turned around to look me in the eye. “This isn’t a joke, Pen. If I’d known this was going to come up, I would’ve left you at home.”
“Please, princess,” added Garrett in a soft voice, but his eyes didn’t leave the windshield, didn’t stop their scan of the parking lot.
“Fine, but when you’re done, you’re filling me in. Then I can decide if I want to be part of it or not.” It was all false bravado. Each one of Carter’s statements tied another knot in my stomach; Garrett’s plea pulled them tighter.
Carter dumped a half dozen mints from the plastic container in his cup holder into his mouth—like his breath mattered, like this was a date not a disaster. He waved the container at us, but we shook our heads. He crunched the candies and said, “Gare,
you’re hot, right?”
I blurted out, “You can turn on the A/C, I’m not cold,” before I caught on: Garrett pulled a gun from a holster below the back of his shirt.
They laughed, but it wasn’t funny to me. I’d been to too many funerals—they’d been to more. I wanted to ask how long he’d been “hot.” If he always had a gun on him. Had he when we went mini golfing at Easter? Or the time last summer when I slipped on the pool deck and he’d carried me to the clinic? No. He couldn’t have then. He’d been wearing a swimsuit too—there’s no way he could’ve hidden a gun.
So what had happened in the past year, and why was he carrying one now?
Garrett was Family, he was a Ward, but he wasn’t supposed to follow his brothers’ footsteps. Or his father’s. They were enforcers, but he didn’t belong in their grim-faced, split knuckles ranks. That was why he was in college with Carter—Garrett was going to be his right-hand man when my brother took over the Business.
Not a thug with a gun.
“Stay here, Pen,” Carter said again, then slipped out into the night. His keys still dangled from the ignition, the engine still hummed.
Garrett lingered an extra moment. “This shouldn’t take long. And everything’s okay. I don’t want you to worry.”
“I’m not.” I would’ve sounded believable if my voice wasn’t quivering. If I weren’t clutching fistfuls of my dress.
“You’re cute when you’re worried.” Garrett winked, and then he too was out in the darkness and humidity and I was alone.
I tried to lower my window—just a crack, enough to let in voices but not even mosquitoes—except Carter must’ve engaged some sort of child lock. I stared out the tinted glass, watched as their shadows grew gigantic on the wall as they approached the
ware house, then disappeared around its corner.
No matter how hard I concentrated, my eyes couldn’t adjust enough to make sense of the dark. Maybe it was the placement of the parking lot lights—how I had to peer through them to see the warehouse beyond.
After they’d left this afternoon, I’d rushed to the clinic to model different outfits for Caroline. She’d teased. We’d laughed. I’d blushed and daydreamed about the lovely combination of me, Garrett, and NYC.
But in my daydreams, Garrett hadn’t been wearing a gun.
And now we were parked somewhere made of shadows and secrets and fear that sat on my tongue like a bitter hard candy that wouldn’t dissolve.
The car still smelled like them. Their seats were still warm when I leaned forward and pressed my hands against the leather. But I couldn’t see them. What if the dark decided never to spit them back out again?
This wasn’t the Business as I knew it: secret transplant surgeries that took place at our six “Bed and Breakfasts” and “Spas” in Connecticut, Vermont, Maryland, Maine, Massachusetts, and South Carolina, where we saved people like Kelly Forman. She’d been ten when she needed a kidney transplant, but her chromosomal mutation—unrelated to her renal impairment—earned her a rejection from the Federal Organ and Tissue Agency’s lists. According to them, Down syndrome made her a “poor medical investment.” FOTA wrote her a death warrant. We saved her life.
She graduated from high school a few weeks ago. The past nine years since we’d met—she wouldn’t have had those without the Family Business.
That was enough. That was all I needed to know. Illegal or not, that was good.
I heard something. A crack so sharp it echoed and seemed to fill the spaces between my bones, making me shiver. I prayed it was a car backfiring.
Then it happened again.
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About the Author
Tiffany Schmidt is the author of Send Me a Sign, Bright Before Sunrise, and Hold Me Like a Breath. She’s found her happily ever after in Pennsylvania with her saintly husband, impish twin boys, and a pair of mischievous puggles.
I never knew this was a retelling of the Princess and the Pea! What a unique style of story! And it's a fairytale I haven't seen redone before, so it will be something different. I have a soft spot for retellings so I am likely to pick this up at some point.
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I didn't realize either, but once she said that it just clicked and blew up and I was thinking how cool that was and that it made sense. I'll definitely be reading this one very soon.
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